"Distant faces with no place to go"

I feel so bad for her. She's in a really scary place and her "friends" aren't being much help. We all make mistakes and we have to live and learn from them. You just can't make the same mistake twice.

I'm really happy for Lynda. She's been so much happier since she started talking with Meghan. I was more than willing to help however I could. The thing that sucks though is I don't think Meghan has told Mike yet. Lynda doesn't see an issue with it but I just don't want her to get torn down after we've been working on rebuilding.

I'm kinda upset with myself. I wish that moving on were easy. But then again I'm not trying to rush into anything and hurt the other person. I'm getting there day by day. As Luke says best "You're 21 dude. When I was 21 I wasn't thinking about anything except for how to make it to the next day. You need to live your life for you." And that's what I'm doing. I'm making changes for me. I'm ensuring that above all I'm happy. No matter how much I miss someone to snuggle with or to talk to at any time of day or to be able to hang out and watch movies in my pjs I'm doing this for me. And i'm gonna make it work damn it.

Being the social king though kinda sucks. I love that everyone checks to see what I'm up to but then again I don't know when to say no. So I end up going out when I probably shouldn't have. Part of living though right?