Thursday, August 26, 2010

UGH

I don't feel like finishing the other post yet lol. A lot of shit in that one. I slept like shit last night. I kept waking up for one reason or another but for some reason I still woke up before the sun rose this morning. I didn't go to the gym for the first time in a while. This allowed me to troll fb this am. In the post to be completed later I go over my dinner with C. Well regardless I got a message from her this am apologizing for being a bitch and apologizing for all the drama that happened in HS. I haven't replied yet. I don't know how yet lol. She confuses the hell out of me. I honestly just want to be civil with her but part of me is asking why the hell do you even want to deal with that shit.

I hope this bank shit gets figured out soon. I'm down to living like a college kid with no job and it fucking SUCKS. Can't do anything, it's a struggle to find food, and all of your responsibilities want stuff from you at the same time. UGH.

The situation has become friendlier which is nice. I don't know where I was going with that.

Today looks like it is going to be a long day at work. We'll see how it goes.

I'm ready to go out and get my fucking confidence back. Being a lump on a log fucking sucks. I'm ready to go rule the night again. I wanna go cause trouble. I wanna get all cute and wing for the bro. I really got to get better and working for myself but I'm too good of a wingman to give that up. Matt owes me big time. Between M, S, and J he coulda had a decent relationship 6 times over. I can't do everything for him lol. W/E.

Till the next time....

2 comments:

hmgrossmanverner said...

hey...i hope the money thing is figured out pronto too...sorry that it is taking so long that really sucks...if your having problems with getting food and shit i can help you out my situation isn't quite as bad as yours for a change and my FA went through i'm still a broke mutha fucka but i mean i can help you if your out of food etc. trust that i know how much it does suck to be completely broke. shame u didn't get to have the fun of using the money. i guess my point is there is a silver lining...once this is all sorted out you will have a little next egg built up from living like an unemployed college student for a few weeks.

hmgrossmanverner said...

oh yeah...ps i want the other post :)